Author Topic: Goodbye Everyone (Read 320 times)

Ryu Hayabusa · « **on:** January 13, 2016, 10:47:09 pm »

I have thought about it for a long time and I have finally made my decision. I'm leaving Ambrosia for a very long time. I have searched and searched in several communities for happiness and I couldn't find it. There were things happening and I was a direct part of it. I kept digging in myself and I cannot find what I'm looking for. I hope you people can understand how I feel, and I can say this: I never felt a part of Ambrosia, not entirely. For most people I was unknown, but for a few people I was a nice person but sometimes a bit rough in terms of language, behaviour and composure.

I cannot help it but I have to admit that somewhere, away from Ambrosia, I have a family that waits for me on my homecoming. The proces of trying to adapt myself failed and I only have myself to blame for this. I cannot blame everyone but this is the complete truth: "I miss my past and I wish I could do anything to revive it. But only with the help of the family that waits for me I will be able to achieve this." I know happiness is somewhere and, trust me: "If you lose someone, life goes on. Mourning for the loss will leave you scarred, broken and devestated till the end of time itself." I can say I'm broken now. I still cry sometimes in the night for the loses I suffered, and I tried to leave it behind. Someone out there can heal the wounds that have been with me for so long.

If I find happiness I will let you people know this the second I got it. Don't mourn for my departure, let things go on and follow the path you have been given.

To the Emperors: Thank you for creating such a big community and also thank you for letting me getting the taste of it.
To the Server and Forum admins: Thank you for such great times although I wasn't happy
To all other members: Thank you for sharing a place in this community, but that place belongs to someone else now.

I can say this is all. I will not deactivate this account as it allows me to get some news about the latest stuff here.

Until I found my happiness,
Goodbye Everyone of you fantastic members.

Yours Faithfully
Ryu Hayabusa

thEnd · « **Reply #1 on:** January 13, 2016, 10:52:32 pm »

You are taking this too seriously. Seems that you taking virtual life too seriously if you had sleepless nights of thinking to "leave ambrosia".

You can't actually leave. It's how we call - I will stop daily login in and I will stop follow the community. If it takes a lot of effort to make this "difficult" decision, you are still too young for virtual life and communities.

Take it easy and have fun with your life and wherever you virtually gonna land.

'PL' · « **Reply #2 on:** January 13, 2016, 10:53:11 pm »

You really shouldn't blame yourself, lot of people who knew you left and the same got replaced by newer generation of people that only wanted to get seats. Anyway, thanks to you for sticking with the community all those years ago, least you don't have to worry about being alienated when I'm around

Not to mention there are like thousands of communities that are in need of experienced people. If I recall, you used to be quite the spokesman for zombie and jailbreak servers. As thend said, if something doesn't work in one community you can try again somewhere else.

Flawless · « **Reply #3 on:** January 13, 2016, 11:14:06 pm »

good bye ryu " the person next to me " suddenly started (i see fire song) while reading ur post :/

D00M · « **Reply #4 on:** January 13, 2016, 11:25:00 pm »

That was quite dramatic I must admit.

But anyhow, goodbye and I wish all the best for you.

WILLIE · « **Reply #5 on:** January 14, 2016, 12:48:35 am »

Omega, as long as ranks exist, there wont be the happiness and joy you're looking for

imo you are taking this way too seriously and if u keep on this way it might just hurt u more

just queue up and enjoy games with people that have no interest in ranks and community management and i'm sure you'll have as much fun as you can

goodluck.

Drunky · « **Reply #6 on:** January 14, 2016, 01:42:51 am »

Bye

♥Pinky~GirliciousKitten♥ · « **Reply #7 on:** January 14, 2016, 02:17:57 am »

you are always nice guy for me , i dont have any issue from u :3 gona miss you ryan

goodluck :3
sometimes i may catch you on steam-

Bess · « **Reply #8 on:** January 14, 2016, 02:23:53 am »

Goodbye mate

AyMaN · « **Reply #9 on:** January 14, 2016, 06:20:09 am »

good bye mate

SuperGeent · « **Reply #10 on:** January 14, 2016, 09:50:04 am »

Dont make internet your real life and family . Goodluck and have fun

Card Clasher · « **Reply #11 on:** January 14, 2016, 10:02:05 am »

Quote from: YOUNG Jeezy on January 14, 2016, 12:48:35 am

Omega, as long as ranks exist, there wont be the happiness and joy you're looking for

imo you are taking this way too seriously and if u keep on this way it might just hurt u more

just queue up and enjoy games with people that have no interest in ranks and community management and i'm sure you'll have as much fun as you can

goodluck.

Your statement is invalid, the community does not revolve around you and only you. (Nonetheless, a few people like yourself are like that everybody else is not even bothering to complain.)

On a serious note, losing someone close isnt really easy to handle, I know how you feel; however, nothing will bring a lost soul back regardless how much we mourn. If you stay that way life will eat you up bud.

dAmss.MSI · « **Reply #12 on:** January 14, 2016, 10:23:52 am »

You were a very skilled player, I appreciated every minute played with you. I hope you can find your hapiness somewhere else mate, wishing you the best further and irl. HF

X-KilleR · « **Reply #13 on:** January 14, 2016, 11:05:10 am »

ok ,leave the hayabusa and go

no seriously, it is a gaming virtual comm man, why serious

SilverQuick · « **Reply #14 on:** January 14, 2016, 11:05:59 am »

Good bye mate take care of yourself.

silex™ · « **Reply #15 on:** January 14, 2016, 11:52:56 am »

Bye and take care.

Red Wolf · « **Reply #16 on:** January 14, 2016, 02:02:12 pm »

Probably one of the best leaving topics ive seen

Wish U GL mate

Ray · « **Reply #17 on:** January 14, 2016, 02:55:17 pm »

You don't look for happiness on the internet, it's a way to spend time not more.
Wish you good luck my friend

Burzum · « **Reply #18 on:** January 14, 2016, 05:08:47 pm »

games are a hobby. ofc u can not find happines here. this is a way to disconnect from real life (and ALLLL problems we got) and enjoy a bit with friends, or not even friends, just ppl from other countries

dont try to find here a "home", coz its not. this is a community gaming, where ppl leave and join, depending their lifes

real happiness is on real life, with ur family and ur real friends

this is only a way to disconnect and relax

have fun wherever u go, although u will be always welcome here

header · « **Reply #19 on:** January 14, 2016, 08:14:21 pm »

Quote from: thEnd on January 13, 2016, 10:52:32 pm

You are taking this too seriously. Seems that you taking virtual life too seriously if you had sleepless nights of thinking to "leave ambrosia".

You can't actually leave. It's how we call - I will stop daily login in and I will stop follow the community. If it takes a lot of effort to make this "difficult" decision, you are still too young for virtual life and communities.

Take it easy and have fun with your life and wherever you virtually gonna land.

Wise words and should be taken seriously,

Though i do think you find things a little too serious, i hope you find the happiness you're looking for and we'll always be here if you ever want to come back. If you need to talk about anything i'll only be a PM away also.