I'm out of here

[JF]

As the title says. I won't be playing in this community anymore, probably won't play in any other server either for a few months at least. This time when I've been really busy in the last month has given me something to think about and given me opportunities with better usage of time.

The biggest reason I'm leaving is because of this community. I don't hate people and I never have. I'm a forgiver type of person. However, the community isn't nearly what it used to be a year or year and half ago. When the servers were full, people played by the rules, including high staff. No bullshi'tting around and everyone had fun. However now it seems that the staff can do pretty much what they want. Make up rules on the spot, ban you for personal reasons, blackmail other staff members that "if he doesn't get demoted, then I will leave". Unfortunately the person who was blackmailing was more "important" to the community, so people got blackmailed on personal reasons. I've seen things I didn't want to see. Things beyond the rules set here and even EU laws as well. The staff has the liberty to regulate your speech, even though you didn't violate any of the rules (insulting, flaming, swearing, advertising, spamming, etc). Yes, you read it right, if they don't like it. You cannot say it. Even if your mum died and you say that on server, if an admin tells you not to bring up that topic again, well guess what, if you do, you will get banned! Congratulations!
I wish I wouldn't have to write this topic, but I most certainly don't want to be involved in a place where there is so much corruption and laziness, specially among high staff.

I had fun here, I really did. I got to use my creativity when rebeling in JB or making up new games as CT. I got to share emotions and make friends. I will miss the people here, not everyone of course, but some most certainly.

For those who think that I was fighting for my admin rights no matter what, then so that you know. I never really cared if I got the rights or not. I applied to help out the server, not to gain power and have extra fun. The times when I was fighting about the rights, were for the justice, I didn't care what would happen to me as long as I made the point clear about the rule someone violated.
I'm pretty positive that I'm the most demoted/suspended admin out here.
I've been suspended/demoted on JB server for 7 times, surf 1 times and DM 1 times. On surf and DM I got demoted simply because I got demoted on JB. So they removed my rights there as well..
Unfortunately for the servers, the last two demotes were quite ridiculous to be honest. Both time I got demoted because I called two 15 year old boys, kids.. The first time I called monster a kid after I tried to explain to him on admin chat, that what he did was against the Admin Code of Conduct, apparently he didn't care about the Admin Code of Conduct, written and established by emperor Arne. And it resulted me getting demoted as he was in higher position. Even till this date, the high staff I've mailed 5 times already, hasn't reviewed the entire case and not given me a single reply. It's been over a month now. And almost 2 months since some earlier scandals and rule breaking and nobody has resolved any either issue. Just locked topics on my OWN request, but no answer. Sweet... When I asked, they told me: "Be patient, wait". Wait for 2 years? Nty..

I'm upset how this community is working right now, people (not only me) who do good for the server are mistreated, because some have better connections than others and mainly because the staff who reviews the cases are too lazy or too blindfolded to see beyond one persons point of view. Or how some people are treated as "Special". For instance, the rules of "Ambrosia" claims that if you start a clan, then the clan has to be active for at least 3 months.
Quote from Ravens topic:

"PM to Raven your clan presentation and only if it's active longer than 3 months - It will be added."

I've seen 3 clans that has gotten their board within the first week. Ok I KINDA understand Revex, as it's the "official Ambrosia clan" or whatever, but then there was JLz and Swaggalicious, that were just created and with the first week they got their own board.
Why do some people get special treatment, while the others are treated like trash?

So this concludes my leaving explanation.


I would like to thank all the friends who have been supporting me and who I had fun with. I'm not going to write all the names here as it would take forever, but those who has my steam and skype, I thank you. However I point out some things to those who were special to me.

To sum up my "accomplishes" here in Ambrosia, then I've been an admin 9 times,  7 in JB, 1 surf and 1 DM.
I was the Head DJ of Ambrosia Radio and the time I was Head DJ, it was the only time period it was actually working.
I was the Ambrosia news writer
Headmaster of JAS. I also wrote an entire new school system with all the lessons. PL helped me out with the examples and carrying the lessons out. We managed to actually graduate a class.
I created and ran the Ambrosia Facebook fanpage
And I was the first person to get admin rights on JB server with only playing JB server for less than 2 weeks, EVER.


@ Tasha, I never hated you. I was harsh with you, because I mirrored yourself in the early days when you joined. If you remember, then the first 2 months I was supporting you a lot, until I saw how you were to others. But that was back then. However, the wound created then has been bleeding to this date. I want to make it up with you, since I don't want to leave when there's things unfixed. So will you forgive me for what I've said and done?
@ Arne, I thank you for being there when I've been in need of help. I thank you that you saw something in me that fast when I first joined. After all, you were the first head admin to promote an admin himself. And if I remember it correctly, then it was the last time as well After only playing for about 10 days, you promoted me to admin on JB along with Sami.
@ Sami/Edgars/Mr.Grey, You were the first person who I had fun with in JB, sure we had our fights every now and then, but we had fun most of the times we played together. I will surely miss playing or having fun with you and I wish the best for you my neighbor friend.
@ Onyz, I still have the proof to demote you So be nice to me Anyways, I liked you since you joined. You were different and more mature than others, dog.
@ Spaff, Hauka kulli vitun pedepoikka, damn the fun and laughs I had with you. All the skype calls while we played on the server, epic.. just epic. "Who ghosted?!?" -(You) "Not me " xDDD. I will surely talk to you on skype in the future, but don't forget, I made you vitunpää!
@ AliRNorway, I know you're not playing in this community anymore, but I want to thank you for trusting me in the way you did.
@ Ph0enix, I thank you for sharing all the things with me and I won't forget the long skype conversation we had the other night, I got lifted up as well.
@ PL, One day, one day... I will bust you for auto BH! You must pay for ur script, cuz it's damn good... Anyways, I started to play surf and kinda learned my way surfing thanks to you, not that you teached me, but you inspired me.
And last but not least
@ Casper aka Milan, I've only known you for a couple months, but I thank you for seeing that I'm trustworthy when it comes to my promises and I thank you for the opportunities. We definitely had some good conversations on skype and we surely had good laughs in Ts3 with RoNi as well. I still can't believe how I bought ur prank without checking up the details you gave me. Damn you, how dare you wake me up at 4:30 AM? However, you paid your price for it

I think this sums it up. Thank you all again for the good times I had and who knows, maybe this community will change in a way it's good to play in again. I surely hope it will get sorted out. I'm out for now! Bye everyone!

Sincerely,
The JF

[redshift']

cyaa budd

hope u rethink and come back soon :*

[JF]

I thought over it for 2 months now. More on the last month, so there's no convincing right now  that would work.

[Mister]

So One more good player leave!!! I am really sad for that and hope one day u will return!!

We had good times in jb!U will be always welcome!!

Take care
<3

[MohzZy <3]

Change font, so fucking hard to read.

[Ph0eNiX]

Thank you for everything bro , we will miss you 

[HeadShot#]

your a great person helped alot i wish you the best of all and hope to become a great person

[Wheezy]

finally, the dawg is leaving just jk

We will miss u mate, and we thank u for your help and time

[onyzz;;]

Me no dog D:
Anyways, gl with life

[Alves]

After reading this, i can tell that i share most of the reasons that are making you leave. And let me tell you that i couldn't express them better. I could add a few but you said the important ones.
With all been said, i wish you good luck.

Best regards

[~RoN]

Well jf i will not say to you good bye. I hope that we can keep in touch and talk together again and yeah i still remember how much we had fun on skype and ts3 it was great when we called you at 4:30 am ahahaha it was so funny and yeah casper got owned also and me also we all paid for that.

Good luck my mate but for ambrosia is a big lose for that since you were a great admin in jailbreak and we had fun every time when you was in the server.

Thanks mate for every thing also. Cya later .

[Ed]

I ain't saying goodbye

Mate, we did had fun indeed and yes we had our own fights and disagreements, but I did gotta now you as who you are. Of course I don't always agree with what you do, nor you agree with me, but then again we all have our own mind

It was good to know you and I know you won't forget the fun. Our lives come first, but it is nice to have a chillout place to come and forget life. Have a bit of drama, comedy and action haha..

Surely I will look forward to come back in time. I will be here

[DestroYAH ツ]

JF i really understand your opinion and it is true, that Ambrosia changed the last years. the community grows from day to day and as a consequence we also get good and bad people joining us. I wish you luck in your future and i hope that you will return soon

[Kedo]

Denied
Don't worry Jelly Fish PL will read this, he loves essays, but if u wrote it to him directly on steam would be better, JK hehe

[GaboH.#]

GL but i din't even read all those things

[яᴇɢᴀʟᴛᴇʀʀᴏʀ~]

Cya jf hope to see you back sometime

[Silver shooter]

Another great guy leaves.


Anyways, Goodluck jf with the piano, i still listen to your "dream" music sometimes and its really good.

[Mr-aNumiDiS]

Hi JF,
I want to say that I'm sad to see you leaving, although I expected that coming, and I want to apologize to you, for being childish towards you, and towards most of people here, and I just hope you accept my apology, I regret what I'm doing... :/
anyways, Goodbye my friend, we had lot of fun together, and I hope we can still see you playing around.. good luck in your life..

['PL']

What can i say, i will miss you like no one else did
As a near inspiration, jf was the first person to inspire me to Dj and mixing, we had a long 5 hour chats on skype on how to mix what u need and the next 2 weeks i started to call myself Dj Replica. It was very happy to work with you on radio, teaching me the basics of fusion and remixing songs if u remember.

The best good times i experienced in ambrosia were with you and our oldie jb family with you on the first grade. Let's not mention how happy we were in server and our wild chats about Vodka and alcohol. I declare and im certain that you were prejudiced the most on the demotions as i watched the report topic against tasha and your long and tiresome essays as you mastered to write. Believe me, i couldn't sleep for 2 days from all of that reading and wall of texts. I feel sorry i couldn't do more then only watch and support you on banal mistakes when an other poster did as some people tried to be hero's where they even don't know how to oversee and trust people like me and near exceptions in ambrosia.

I blame myself for not being there when you needed the most, as im restricted to usage of words as i can't describe the matter in any better premeditated language then now. I was emotionally hit with the words and posts used in that topic which rationally and offensively attacked you and everybody else, but lets not retro-speculate that conflict long ago.

Yes most of the accomplishments in ambrosia were done by you at my side monitoring them like a true friend and pal.

I wish you farewell in the upcoming events you will experience and have.

P.S: You will never catch me scripting anywhere

[IdontknowwhoIam]

i'd rather read a night newspaper
just saying goodluck buddy