The decision was indeed between Shark, Ezza and me. But you managed to misbehave yourself within the period that we were thinking and that caused Spekbinder to deny you.
We had a nice chat in skype earlier this year. Im staying with it, you can always contact me and we can speak as adults. But ambrosia is just not your place anymore. You got chance after chance, people provoked you, you reacted, we gave another chance, but it cant always be someone else. You even admitted that you were wrong and you continued. I cant make you grow up. You are 30 already, you should know how life is.
My truely advice, without any joke or meaning anything bad.
Get a job, get a wife, get a pair of children and come to the living society.