I am very touched by your replies

I miss you too very much.
Yes I love Spain even thought I have not learned language yet, my son will go to Nursery in September and then I will be taking Spanish classes and driving license lol.
Taha I never hold the grudge, I may get angry and say something nasty but 5 minutes later I forget about it, except for people I totally delete from my life and there are very few.