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Offline Drunky

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Coming Clean: I am a banevader
« on: April 05, 2021, 03:29:22 PM »
Not sure why I'm talking about this just now, should've done this a long time ago, I've been wanting to get this off my chest for a while now but never actually did because one, I was scared of getting banned again, and second, I didn't want others to think of me in a bad way, even though everyone would probably have a good reason to hate me.

Enough rambling.
January 2015 I got caught using wallhack by admin BucKK with the help of @BuddyTrollsten.
My nickname was "Snoop Doggie - SB", which I used for a long time, some old players should definitely recognize the nick.
Buck suspected me cheating and started a hns day, went spec and recorded me.
Since he was a trial admin and didn't have the access to banmenu, he proceeded to kick me, until I gave up joining.

At the time, I think I denied cheating, but the truth is, I did use wallhack.
Some would say "what's the point od cheating in jailbreak?"
And it's a great question, but keep in mind, I was 14-15 and used to cheat on bunch of other servers, but I only played jailbreak in Ambrosia.
I had wallhack already installed on my pc and was always one button away from cheating. I admit it was a dick move, I let many people down. I felt terrible after. I spent way too much time on the server for it to just disappear because of my stupidity. I started playing jailbreak back in 2013 or 2014, back when muSii was admin, that's a long time.
I made some great friends and felt sick that I'll never talk to these people again.
I was officially banned and not given a second chance, but, I could still join the server, which I found weird, so I kept playing with a different nick and I've been evading the ban since then.
I thought people would notice after a day or two but no one ever did, and this blows my mind to this day.

I regret this deeply and feel awful about it, but it's been well over 6 years and I also think I have proven myself that I'm not actually the cunt I used to be.
I quit cheating soon after and I've been a clean steam player since then.
I was even an admin in Ambrosia back in 2017.
Point is, I have changed and I think everyone deserves to know the real truth about me, even though most of the players that played with me at the time aren't around anymore.

Topic buck made after catching me.

Video by cru$her of us doing harlem shake, I'm the glowing one (snoop doggie)

@stefanefan my first account where I cried about my ban.
It shows 3 posts but I can only see one, I assume others are either deleted or not available for my viewing.

Seems like off topic is gone, so I'm posting it here.
Some previous nicknames I used people might recognize: grapeMAN, Fluffy *-*, and finally Snoop Doggie- SB.

Yeah, sorry.

Offline Andrew`

Re: Coming Clean: I am a banevader
« Reply #1 on: April 05, 2021, 04:42:53 PM »
Surprised, to say the least, but at the same time impressed. You could've never said a thing since nobody found out it was you, so it's a very bold move. Well, it's old history and we better move on, I don't think you're that person anymore, I consider the re-opening of Ambrosia a new start, no old bans, no old grudges. Good move to open up, and I hope the burden is now off your shoulders.

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Re: Coming Clean: I am a banevader
« Reply #2 on: April 06, 2021, 04:27:31 PM »
Ah yes, my ban hammer is still suggesting "drunky" whenever i hover my mouse of it.
Welcome back to the new start