Hey i saw the drama-meter was so low this week that i decided to take a big step. You wonder what that is. Well, i am going towards community things etc as far as cs is concerned, actual playing is not that interesting to me now, although i still play cs. Much time has passed since our latest episode and conflicts. Lately i have been trying to resolve my differences with some people that i used to trust and like long time ago. These people are Tasha, Liam and Ezza.
Well, these people have helped me in the past and so have i, believe it or not. I come forward to apologize for any mistakes that i have done during my presense in this community and they are many. However, many mistakes are balanced by the great love i had for ambrosia, especially at the beginning, i tried to make jailbreak server as funny and as crowded as possible. Sadly, a fight with Arne ended up badly, now i am cool with that guy since we sorted things out in Skype, or at least i think we did, who knows
I said harsh words to Luxx, 90% of those he deserved, as he was not good to me either, Liam you know the whole course of events, i will keep them for ourselves and i am willing to forget them once again, as long as we leave our egos aside. p.s For the one and last time, i have nothing to do with phone numbers and coming to beat u up. Just want to clear this up ONCE again.
To tasha, i apologize for any words that made you rage/sad/w.e. You know how much i used to like you, then everything got f... up.
I am hoping for a new start, i am expecting an apology from you as well for calling me a retarded, cretinous, diabolical creature suffering from bipolar disease and that i am a poor guy without family raised by myself cause community shut doors to me.
To Taha, i think that you are not as bad as you wanna look, maybe what Tolga did with Liam made you so mad that you stabbed us all. Because at least me, i trusted you, or at least wanting to trust u and never ever turned my back to you when u needed me or smthing. I am willing to forget what you did as well. Rest in pm.
To Sami<3, we talked about what happened, not much, still you are right in some things, i owe you an apology as well. We ruined our moods in the past for nothing.
To Chinaboy, just apologize to me, i do the same, leave our egos aside and start over. I never had problem with you till you teamed up with the people that had problems with me. Anyways.. i forgive and forget.
To all the guys that they knew me and i knew them, i miseed you all. I know many of you tried to make unban request for me, i know that you would all cover for me anytime, that you would even give up your admin rights for me, i dont want that. I understand your place so Snap, apologies for our last episode. If a poll would open for me to get back, i know from now that it would turn out positive, since all of you have embraced me as your buddy/friend and im grateful for that.
To Shark and Piranchas, you don't really know me, or idk tbh. All i want is your trust, at least for some time. Nothing more. I will not get into the countless chances that others got because stuff love them and blablablabla. We all know what i mean, let us leave all this junk outside.
Finally, to Ezza,,..... I really really used to support you. I thanked you for what you did to me once. Then it all went upside down. From then on we are just commenting on each other with the worst way possible. In this community or another. I decided today to give an end to this. Question is if you will do the same. Apology to you as well, although i don't give it easily. Especially to you. After all you've done. But wtf, we are adults, i will not hate someone that i dont even know over a site and a pixel game. I sincerely hope that i will not see u commenting with the same way you did all this time... I never said i wanted to leave your community, i said that i did not care. Which is now not the case since i wanna end this hilarious drama for all of us, once and for all. Plus, banevadin etc are caused because from the beginning i stongly believed that i was wrongly banned. That is how simple it is. ANyways...
To Replica, idk why you covered my that day, i wanna thank you though, i know you wanted to give a clean start to me and that many wanted to make unban request for me, i really hope you get FM back asap. Your dedication to this community is by far the greatest i have seen. Except maybe Rawr or Shark etc. Gl.
To people that got in trouble for my sake from time to time, and they are ALOT, i wanna say thank you.
I wanna close any conflict i have anywhere. Wtb is done, royal+snl is done. Only left is Ambrosia. I will be focusing on other things rather than actually playing. So, i wanna see if people honestly can take a step like me and we can all act maturely about this. Because i got alot more hating and fights than anyone on this community, and it all started by a fkn freekilling i got in jailbreak, if you can honestly believe this........ Idc about top15, about who is admin, who is not, i just want my lovely name to be clean everywhere again.
Thats all. If you think that someone needs to make cs his life to write this and try to get along with others, then i feel sorry for you, cause this is not true. I coul link countless topics to prove that but we will waste time.
Cu.
Oh yeah btw, i am Ipawn. Forgot to mention that lol.
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