Well imho, someone who struggles to remain calm and patient shouldn't be accepted as an admin. And as someone said already, your English level isn't a plus. Moreover, you haven't shown any motivation at all by doing this application and despite the fact that you have registered in October 2016, you have 14 posts only (not a huge deal but this could have helped in your case).
Therefore, if I was a Server Manager, I would deny you straight away because I'd be unable to trust you since I'm unable to judge positively your common sense and your ability to administrate the server because all you have done is show your bad side. So if I was in your place, I'd give it a bit of time and would try to post more in order to familiarize with the forum, to improve my English and to show people my good side and that I'm motivated.
So yeah, don't take this as a support or a no support since this isn't the purpose of this post but more like a piece of advice.
Cheers.