Hi, Fanman.
Admins are not advised to post if they are not supporting the application. However, I have to make few things clearer.
First of all, you lack of requiered skills for admin. Whether it's in-game skills or outside of the game.
Secondly, your English skills including grammar have to be improved, as being an admin involves a lot of communication.
Thirdly, you behaviour on server is, if ease up a bit, childish. You flood the chat with "gg" more than you play.
Last but not least, you have been rejected twice and it should make you think why.
Do not take it personally, but there's a lot to improve.
Good luck.