Hello Ambrosians,
Today I must say was a really hard day for me to take a decision like this one. Since I have to or I'd rather say Must leave for being careless in the past two years about myself. I stopped thinking about my further studies and sometimes also consider working after graduating school for two years never thought of having a specific career to make someone proud of, because in my point of view my parents wanted me to complete studies just to feel proud of me in front of other people which is so stupid.
I played and played all these 7 years which could've been 8, just in one game... Counter-Strike. My parents got sick of it I got a weekly lecture by them and sometimes by my elder siblings it reached a point that they had to take away my laptop but yet I got a membership in a cyber with even a better quality PC and connection I spent 7 hours sometimes in there even though I had exams the next day.
We, my fathers children are all 9. That's a hell lot of duty and pressure he put himself into by his own will. In the aim to create a nice environment for us and him when we grow to help each other and live happily. But instead of me helping that to happen I am doing the opposite. I've never felt different between any other person I have everything that anyone could possibly have. At this point I realized I'm the selfish one. Two of my siblings are done with University and 2 others are almost done While I am not even thinking of starting.
My parents stopped wishing for A's in my exams they started wishing for a passing grade instead while in my 8th grade my overall % was 96.8 and in this 11th grade that passed I barely got 62% which mainly was because I moved out and started studying in Arabic which was unusual for me that year because I used to take my O-level IGCSE studies the years before it... But I could've done better. I see all my friends moving out and starting university or taking their foundation year to start building their future. So it's time to do a change now from the very beginning and earn the trust and the acceptance of my parents and of mine.
I noticed gaming wasn't the reason of this huge gap in my life but it was me. So I had to stop playing and so I gave my laptop away for this year. I'd like to thank each and everyone of the people who supported me and encouraged me to join the administrating team of Jailbreak and for accepting me as a trusted person in the team also I'd like to thank the close ones who I always had fun with. This community is the one which I had most of the fun in, in between all the other ones I passed by. The only person who I'd like to tag is
@Fadi Al-Johari for introducing me to Ambrosia The others are many and they know themselves :3
I'm really sorry if this was too long for you to read. If you think it's more like an Autobiography for the past two years move it, it's ok. I'd like my Admin rights removed from forums in-game and the admin application for surf to be dropped. I'll be back in-game after a year and on forums my activity will decrease but not vanish. If anyone had a problem or an incident that made him look at me in the wrong way or hate me, I am sorry.
Yours Faithfully,
CrimeMiz.
Topic: Resigning Leaving for a year (Read 303 times)