latvian u are a good boy. i had a lot of funny moments with u
can not understand how a simple game can interfere in ur real life..... CS is a game to chill and relax. when u are tired from job or school, u play games for relax and forget about real problems just for a lil time. for me, CS helps me to evade from music, bands, work, real "friends", family.... i need to disconnect and i join CS for fun
dunno what happened to u on server, but i was called on steam coz u were swearing a lot and disrespecting ppl on server today
if u got problems on real life, CS is not the solution. uninstall CS, fix ur problems with ur girl, and then come back if u feel so
good luck with everything
wish u the best