Well my first nickname was ^GU[N]MAN* because the real reason why I'm here is because one of my real life friends (who is still my friend and with I still keep in touch) wanted me to play CS, so at the beginning we played in random servers and one day we came to Ambrosia Jailbreak

His nickname was ^BA[D]MAN* at this time (in 2011) so I chose a similar nickname.
But after, he got banned and he kept banevading which even led to a confusion from the part of Shane (ex UC) who thought we were the same guy because the day he registered in forum, he used my PC since we come from the same city/town and that this day, he came at home for some reasons that I can barely remember.
So, since he left the community and the he was in the famous Jailbreak Blacklist, I didn't want to get involved anymore so I changed my name to Refresh (don't ask me why, I still don't know why I chose this one

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But I personally like this nickname because for no reason

And few weeks after I changed my nick to Refresh, I changed it to ReFresh.
After I left Ambrosia in 2012-2013, blablabla and now I still use this nickname because most people know me under this nick so I don't have any reasons to change it because it reminds me also old memories.
Well, hope it wasn't too long to read lol