In my opinion at least,the smarter thing would be if you didn't say who you are.
Less people would hate you,and you pretty much don't have any good reputation attached to elemental beast name.
And you actually could've got a fresh start since nobody would know you,and nobody could attach you to that name cause you moved from such a long distance.
And i do hate you,when you became admin you were acting a god in the server, bossing people around including admins.