Good bye and good luck.
I really had more in mind, but what i had in mind was more rude. So I'll put it in a simple sentence.
You've had many opportunities to be in that position, but you somehow gave them all up. Now that you've given that position up, you won't be able to get it back, for a small period of time.
You really did it this time, Critical, making a topic showing your true Maturity. It was a small thing, you still had many chances to improve. Maybe Roni would've changed his mind at some point sooner in the future.
Oh wow, my "Short simple sentence" Turned into a small paragraph.