Dilema - Kind of Annoucement / Think about topic.

[Rawrplus]

Allright peeps! It's Rawrplus here.

I have passed painful times lately. They were really colorful, however it has came also to a bit colors of darker spectre. I' had some real social problems. Had broke up with some girls and so on. Not sure why I'm really blogging it here, It's just, screaming out is really a good feeling.

So as I mentioned, these were really one of most painful times of my life. The band I've been playing with has just broke up, because me and my mate had some troubles, connected with one - the same - girl. I don't think anyone really needs more of explaining, because he / she can have thought off the ending himself / herself. I've lost also a member of my family, My grandpa have died in a nice age and I wish him to rest in piece.

I'm really not kind of, "help me internet society" guy though I'm kind of really needing some support now community. I've lost completely everything I had, Girlfriend, Friends from childrengarden to nowdays and even my beloved grandpa. All I ask for is you to understand my situation and kind of give me a little chill as It's really not easy to live with these things.

You can't imagine how it feels, but trust me, It's not any nice feeling to start life from almost nothing.

So, please

Be that kind respect me for the times coming as it will really not be easy to get up from this depressive time of my life. This really isn't situation where a bottle can help out.

I'm also sorry If I were harsh on anyone at forums lately because it's just, I can't take it anymore.
You cannot be kind to everyone even when you try badly. Also my activity has been kind of down despite my try to the best as UC. I'm not leaving this community, All I need is little help from you guys, Just leave me alone please for some time being to get my mentality a bit up again.

So, sorry once again If I went like too agressive on anyone.

Wish me good luck please getting my life back from small pieces, that has been broken like a mirror. I'm sure it will get good soon again. The only thing I'm not sure about is : When will it be.

I'm still remaining as UC and will try to serve you guys as much as possible, it's my job so feel free to contact me if you need anything, just please be that kind and also respect my situation a bit.

Thanks, Last but not least, enjoy this song ;-)

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Sinceraly, Rawrplus

[Arne]

Thats a shocking announcement. We'll all think about you Sammie and if you need any help, you know where to find me.

Loves <3

[Ed]

I understand your depression, but you still have you, your life, the things you "own". People around us and we.

I went through a hard time almost 10 years, tho some colour was there, but only now I am actually understanding it all.

I feel very sorry to hear that it has been very bad time for you regarding on what has happened. The people in our lives, they come and go, and leaves us with experience and things they gave to us. Non of them wants you to feel in the way you do, but you do and it cannot be changed by anything. Only time and yourself with your thoughts.

I was and still am within the thoughts of life and it's meanings. I would say I have lost people in my life, because of them or because of myself. I can't blame anyone, but there's no point to blame myself either.

In the end of this, if you need to talk to someone you can always contact me. Only not to night I am going to date, on which I am very nervous to.

From the bright side, you still got us. Maybe not like your real friends, but virtual ones, and I would like to meet you in life too..

I think here friends I have met, there are a lot of people I would like to meet in real and eventually I will, as it's my goal to do tat someday

[Sight]

same problem as rawr, i am not active cuz i need to sort things out alot here since i moved out from my mums house, work and sport, dont have free time anymore and like in reallife i have haters around as in ambrosia xD
i sometimes play with arne and hello whilst skyping, so whenever you see me online catch me fast or else im with them already ^^.

ill be back when i have MORE freetime, but for now its not looking good

ps: awesome song

[Burningsoul]

YOU ID***T  EVERYTIME I ASK YOU WHATS UPP IN MSN YOU SAY ITS OK.... How can you... I think i helped deniz a  little bit because he could freely explain the story to me and this helps people... anyways why didnt you say anything i could give you some advices... No wonder why you started to be bad in LoL... I knew something is wrong... Anyways really sad for your story and i will be glad if you msn me one day in order to explain me what hurts  you mate..

Gl

Boris

[SharkX69]

Take your time Rawr my friend and dont worry for anything.
Real life is more important.
I have had very bad moments in my life aswell and i mean really bad but one thing i have to tell you and thats for sure. Time is the best doctor to such things and you will realise it slowly slowly day by day month by month.
It cant rain forever good days will come again sooner or later.  Life is cruel but awesome at the same time so be strong and try to see thing positive even if its impossible. Everything is happening for a reason to our lifes at least this is what i believe.
You know where to find me if you need anything.

[Altamos*]

Feel sorry for u mate, hope the best for you, and as shark said be strong in this life and the life will smile for u again, and that for sure

[Alves]

I've experienced the same thing, my grandmother died just 2 days after my birthday and she was 90 years old. I think you can't ever describe what you feel when you loose someone that you're with every single day, but she lived happy and loved and she'll always be remembered. You can't do anything when you time as come.

Despite not knowing you too much if you need anything, you can count on me.

Best regards, Nip_

[Turk32]

sorry for being late, but good luck with your current situation rawr.
hope it gets better