Ah geez where should i start in order for you to understand...
2 months ago

Yes 2 months ago i got the news that i didn't manage to get into the right college (which is just next to my home) and as a consequence i went to lisbon alone no parents just a crapy apartment
And that made me go even more inactive than i'm usually am
1 month in lisbon and got the news that i managed to get into the right college
So i went back home and well basically i lost 1 month of subjects and stuff and i need to get that back...like...NOW
Do whatever you want. find a replacement i don't know
November will be hell because of that
December i still have some tests might appear one or two times however i have to study for exams in january and if i fail at those i will have a second exam (to try and boost the grade) at february
What i'm basically saying i'll be inactive for a looong time

Off-topic: (well sort of anyways) Arne apparently wanted an apology from me so here you go um...
I ain't good with long text romances or any non sense like that so I AM SORRY if i caused you any sort of psychological pain (i doubt i did somthing physically unless you went cutting yourself cause "OMG mordred DOESN'T LOVE MEE")
i was sick at the time and also this "sugar" rush was coming on to me which made and still is making me react badly sometimes
With that all said i think i just broke my personal record of text writing oh geez HAPPY ME! just wished it wasn't with this bad news

Good night