@ Raven hoppe never happend again
@ Ray but it is like a drug once you start this sport can not stop yourself 
If I may answer for him, that's the reson why Raven went "inactive"for that long time after ambrosia-launch. He hasn't been so vocal about it so hopefuly I didn't ruin it for him by saying it here in public.
Anyways, contact us / Nip if you are interested in getting your admin back :-)
Wish you a fast recovery and best of luck!
Peace out.