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Information => Introduction => Departures => Topic started by: Ryu Hayabusa on January 13, 2016, 10:47:09 pm
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I have thought about it for a long time and I have finally made my decision. I'm leaving Ambrosia for a very long time. I have searched and searched in several communities for happiness and I couldn't find it. There were things happening and I was a direct part of it. I kept digging in myself and I cannot find what I'm looking for. I hope you people can understand how I feel, and I can say this: I never felt a part of Ambrosia, not entirely. For most people I was unknown, but for a few people I was a nice person but sometimes a bit rough in terms of language, behaviour and composure.
I cannot help it but I have to admit that somewhere, away from Ambrosia, I have a family that waits for me on my homecoming. The proces of trying to adapt myself failed and I only have myself to blame for this. I cannot blame everyone but this is the complete truth: "I miss my past and I wish I could do anything to revive it. But only with the help of the family that waits for me I will be able to achieve this." I know happiness is somewhere and, trust me: "If you lose someone, life goes on. Mourning for the loss will leave you scarred, broken and devestated till the end of time itself." I can say I'm broken now. I still cry sometimes in the night for the loses I suffered, and I tried to leave it behind. Someone out there can heal the wounds that have been with me for so long.
If I find happiness I will let you people know this the second I got it. Don't mourn for my departure, let things go on and follow the path you have been given.
To the Emperors: Thank you for creating such a big community and also thank you for letting me getting the taste of it.
To the Server and Forum admins: Thank you for such great times although I wasn't happy
To all other members: Thank you for sharing a place in this community, but that place belongs to someone else now.
I can say this is all. I will not deactivate this account as it allows me to get some news about the latest stuff here.
Until I found my happiness,
Goodbye Everyone of you fantastic members.
Yours Faithfully
Ryu Hayabusa
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You are taking this too seriously. Seems that you taking virtual life too seriously if you had sleepless nights of thinking to "leave ambrosia".
You can't actually leave. It's how we call - I will stop daily login in and I will stop follow the community. If it takes a lot of effort to make this "difficult" decision, you are still too young for virtual life and communities.
Take it easy and have fun with your life and wherever you virtually gonna land.
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You really shouldn't blame yourself, lot of people who knew you left and the same got replaced by newer generation of people that only wanted to get seats. Anyway, thanks to you for sticking with the community all those years ago, least you don't have to worry about being alienated when I'm around :)
Not to mention there are like thousands of communities that are in need of experienced people. If I recall, you used to be quite the spokesman for zombie and jailbreak servers. As thend said, if something doesn't work in one community you can try again somewhere else.
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good bye ryu " the person next to me " suddenly started (i see fire song) while reading ur post :/
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That was quite dramatic I must admit.
But anyhow, goodbye and I wish all the best for you.
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Omega, as long as ranks exist, there wont be the happiness and joy you're looking for
imo you are taking this way too seriously and if u keep on this way it might just hurt u more
just queue up and enjoy games with people that have no interest in ranks and community management and i'm sure you'll have as much fun as you can
goodluck.
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Bye :(
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you are always nice guy for me , i dont have any issue from u :3 gona miss you ryan ;) goodluck :3
sometimes i may catch you on steam-
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Goodbye mate :(
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good bye mate
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Dont make internet your real life and family . Goodluck and have fun
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Omega, as long as ranks exist, there wont be the happiness and joy you're looking for
imo you are taking this way too seriously and if u keep on this way it might just hurt u more
just queue up and enjoy games with people that have no interest in ranks and community management and i'm sure you'll have as much fun as you can
goodluck.
Your statement is invalid, the community does not revolve around you and only you. (Nonetheless, a few people like yourself are like that everybody else is not even bothering to complain.)
On a serious note, losing someone close isnt really easy to handle, I know how you feel; however, nothing will bring a lost soul back regardless how much we mourn. If you stay that way life will eat you up bud.
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You were a very skilled player, I appreciated every minute played with you. I hope you can find your hapiness somewhere else mate, wishing you the best further and irl. HF ;)
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ok ,leave the hayabusa and go ;D
no seriously, it is a gaming virtual comm man, why serious :)
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Good bye mate take care of yourself.
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Bye and take care.
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Probably one of the best leaving topics ive seen :)
Wish U GL mate :)
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You don't look for happiness on the internet, it's a way to spend time not more.
Wish you good luck my friend
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games are a hobby. ofc u can not find happines here. this is a way to disconnect from real life (and ALLLL problems we got) and enjoy a bit with friends, or not even friends, just ppl from other countries
dont try to find here a "home", coz its not. this is a community gaming, where ppl leave and join, depending their lifes
real happiness is on real life, with ur family and ur real friends
this is only a way to disconnect and relax
have fun wherever u go, although u will be always welcome here
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You are taking this too seriously. Seems that you taking virtual life too seriously if you had sleepless nights of thinking to "leave ambrosia".
You can't actually leave. It's how we call - I will stop daily login in and I will stop follow the community. If it takes a lot of effort to make this "difficult" decision, you are still too young for virtual life and communities.
Take it easy and have fun with your life and wherever you virtually gonna land.
Wise words and should be taken seriously,
Though i do think you find things a little too serious, i hope you find the happiness you're looking for and we'll always be here if you ever want to come back. If you need to talk about anything i'll only be a PM away also.
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It's too late but I was looking for you, Ryu.
Before I was playing, about a year ago I used to see you often. But, all of a sudden you disappeared.
I lost my younger sister. Lost on of my friends too.
I know how it feels like, dude.
I wish you all the best. I really do hope you find someone who can make you happier.
Furthermore, some people may not understand why you took internet and other communities including Ambrosia so serious, it's probably because you were trying to go away from the pain in virtual life. That's what I did when I lost beloved ones.
I really do feel sorry for you, and miss you too.
Wish to see you soon...
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It's too late but I was looking for you, Ryu.
Before I was playing, about a year ago I used to see you often. But, all of a sudden you disappeared.
I lost my younger sister. Lost on of my friends too.
I know how it feels like, dude.
I wish you all the best. I really do hope you find someone who can make you happier.
Furthermore, some people may not understand why you took internet and other communities including Ambrosia so serious, it's probably because you were trying to go away from the pain in virtual life. That's what I did when I lost beloved ones.
I really do feel sorry for you, and miss you too.
Wish to see you soon...
Just out of curiosity,
the topic was made in january, why are you replying now ?
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Drunky, you are an idiot, fam.
I said in the beginning. It's late I know.
Img retard
So what if you said it's late ? I just asked why are you replying now.
And you're calling me a retard ?
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/lock
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he came back already lul
https://www.ambrosia-servers.com/community/index.php?topic=35587.0