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Information => Introduction => Autobiography => Topic started by: Alberto on September 20, 2015, 01:16:12 pm
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Hello guys, (This is a bit long so read it if you have time and pay attention to the paragraphs please)
I am going to talk about my CS life and a little bit my personal life here at the end.
CS life:
I discovered Ambrosia for casuality, i was searching for differents ways to play CS, not only as a shooter and i saw there was a mod called Jailbreak, i was interested and searched some servers to play it. I saw that Ambrosia and i joined there. I really liked it a lot (i still remember when i thought that killing all the CTs you couold get a FD xD and i wanted to kill all of them all time really hard). Then i joined to the community and saw that there were many servers like surf, deathrun, zombie, dd2.. and i played all of them. After this, i checked the whole community and saw that i could make an application to become an admin, so i did for four servers at the same time, JB-Surf-Deathrun-Zombie. I was called power hungry but at that time i didnt know that you couldnt do it or even what was power hungry xD i thought: i love these servers and i wanted to be admin there to have fun with the players, well, with the time i realised what i was doing at that time was wrong haha. I was affected because many guys were against me because of it but i still played and i was accepted as admin in JB. Now we are in 2012, the Forum Moderator applications were openned and i applied for it. I was accepted and i was really happ,y it was my first big role in the community and i did my best but sadly i had to leave in 2013 because i left my city and went to live in another, it was all new and i hadnt time to play here. I left a year and then i came back in 2014. There i was accepted again as admin in JB andi had to leave again in March 2015, and i will say it why, i started to live with my GF in a new city so i started a new life once again (university) but at this time i was easier and i could comeback now in September and i applied for JB admin once again, but this time i will stay here and i wont leave it again unless, of course, something really big happen to me, thing that i doubt haha. Ambrosia forever guys!
I am talking about my CS life so i want to say something more that i was not given the chance to say before:
About that topic in Ambrosia discussion that i did using other account and after it doing it with my own account and fighting in my admin app, I want to say SORRY. I was a coward doing it with my other account and it annoyed many members and i am sorry for that. I am aware that i had to use my main account but i was scared about all yours answers and i didn the wrong thing, I am really sorry for action. Also I want to say sorry for the guys with who i fought (all of them) and specially DonTodo (for accusing him without proofs) and Ray, for not recognising my mistakes and trying to fight him back all the time when i hadnt reason. I know that i did only damage to this community doing that but in my own i felt that i had to say what i thought. I am changing myself and i wont fight more, i will recognise my mistakes and not going defensive as i did (i felt that i was being attacked by all and it impulsed my defensive posture) but it wont happen more, you can be sure.
I want to say why i had other account to who is interested:
I had the olxertab's account since i joined to Ambrosia but one day i couldnt join, Alinorway helped me in ts3 but he couldnt give me the account so he suggested me to do a new one. I did (what im using right now). I told to Refresh to make a topic requesting the high staff to remove my acount, but they didnt. One day of this year i could jojn to that account bcause i remembered that i had one. Yes, i used that account to write the topic and it was my bad, I am sorry once again. Right now i have requested three time to the high staff to delete that account so you can relax. I want you to give me a chance, I dont want 4 years of service going to the WC for a topic, it was a mistake and i am sorry for it. Thanks for reading. So now im changing to my private life:
Private life:
There were some situations that changed my life and gave me the personality that i have right now, some of them are:
1) a motorbike accident that i hate to talk about and almost killed me
2) Find Ambrosia, it changed my life in a 80%. I learnt english and and i realised that i liked a lot languages so i left ciences and joined to german philology and there i met my actual gf, carolina. As well it made me realised that the people of internet are not only a name in my screen, they were person like me and like you. As well it changed my personality, i know what i mean, i dont know how to exprese it
3) I failed 2 grades of school but it gave to my live the way that it is right now, the people that i met, many things that happened to me and i am happy that i failed it ( i remember that the first time that i failed a grade, my mother told me while i was playing jb xD)
That is a resume, here comes the long sotyr if u want to read:
First at all i was in a primary school where the teachers used to laugh of me because i was the typical bad boy when i was a child so they always tried to humillated me in the classroom as a revengefor giving them work. Then the first year passed, i hadnt enough points to continue there so i was moved to another school which was near of it. That school were a really good times in my life, i spent there 12 long years. I failed a year and it changed my whole life. I was given a lesson, i couldnt do what i wanted, and i did new friends that are still in my life. I moved to a high school to finish my studies and there i met new people with who i go to the street and talk with them all days, it changed my life. Many things that happened to me are thanks to the change of school i did. Then i wanted to make a career and i chose asians one but i couldnt so i chose other but it was really bad i lost another year there. I thought if i wanted to go to a university but i was motivated so i chose german philology and i could join there. Here good and bad things happened but still i am really happy. There i have met cool people and my actual girlfriend with who i life right now in our own house.
The first time that i left was when i started the university because i was changing of city and i had to start all again (friends, city, studies...) and i want to focus on all this and not in Ambrosia so i resigned to my admin and my forum moderator status. After a year when i left the university while i was thinkinh in what i wanted to do, i joined again to Ambrosia and it made me forget my problems while i was playing. When i started the university for second time it was very difficult because i went to another city and i had to start ALL again but this time i was living with differents people and i had to leave 2 houses where i was living so i decided to leave Ambrosia and not perjudicate Ambrosia with my low times because i knew that it was gonna be bad for me and for the members but after sometime i met my actual gf and now i was really good and not with problems so i decided to comeback and start again my career here and give all i could even if it didnt go for the way i wanted but here in Spain we say "all the ways go to Rome", so it did change anything and i will stay here. All have good and bad moments in their lifes if not it would mean that we are dead (*insert picture of the lane that shows the screen of the hospital*).
I didn't know english but i learnt it here in Ambrosia and that i why i realised that i was good at languages and i chose to study languages instead of a maths career that is what i wanted because i was doing sciences until i decided to stop that and that decision brought me all this. That is why i say that Ambrosia changed my life and i am really happy for this. I will always love Ambrosia even if i am in a bad moment right here because of that topic i did and many people hating me but i cannot forget all the 4 long years that i have spent here laughing and elarning a lot of things that i use in my real life, Thanks Ambrosia and their members for giving me all you gave me in the past. I will never give up, and i will stay here and continue giving my best for this community until the end because i want to give back the favour that it gave to me.
And this is all, thanks for reading and now maybe you look at me with other eyes, at least i hope because i am not only that guy who is always joking and doing bad things, at least i am not that.